hello hello. time for a blog update. i've been thru the worst week of the semester and have SURVIVED. =D

well, ok it's not exactly the worst week. i've been thru worse. but u can't blame me, i haven't been thru smth like this in ages. no doubt i will come out of it feeling the worst in 2 yrs. lol. and i have SURVIVED. hahahahaha.

and i have good news and bad news. all news are regards to assignment grades. of all my assesments i have only 1 borderline fail. which is so NOT good. i really hate that particular module. so frigging hard and the thing is it isn't even useful!!! grrrr.... >=( why in the world is it compulsory for us IT students when it's for software engineering, i will never know why. ~!@#$%^&*()__+ and that's for the bad news. as for the good news, my maths test came back and i scored a nice 80% for it which is a HD. =D and for my other mid-term assessment, i got 73% which is a D. yayness!

and i wanna complain!!!!!! my school coordinator is so blur! i didn't need to take math1003 and it was so bloody difficult and made me so damn miserable. =(( and it is said to be a lead up to math1005 (which i'm taking this sem) to 'start thinking mathematically' but it has no relevance at all to either module. so sianz..... totally screwed up my acad years here. the next yr i'm soooooo gonna die cuz i'm taking all the 3000 series (which essentially are the harder modules). if i had taken one or two 3000 series modules, at least i wouldn't be so shag next year. sigh... what to do, can only 硬着头皮 and see what i can do to ease my mods for the next year.

and then there's the problem of accomodation. i applied for the new wing at my hall, but it seems like my chances to actually get a place is pretty slim. but i still think it's worth a shot. -cross fingers- otherwise, i'll just go back to the catered wing. which i really dun wan, cuz i want a more independent living style. sigh... really hope i can get a place at the new wing.

was talking to one of my frens the other day and he really struck a chord. he was saying that here, he doesn't have like a clique or that he's not close to his frens, alot of them are just friends. and i realised that it seems that everyone is like at uni. it's hard to spend time together and bond and build the trust and all that. i'm so glad i really have my close frens from KSS and SP. but then i'm afraid that becuz i'm here and i can't spend that much time with them and they're also seldom online or that i'm busy with my school work here and i seldom go online, the frenship will fade. things change so fast all the time, and we all get caught up with our own things, how can we keep the frenship strong?

chel` blogged at 2:07 AM